hormones

so, yesterday, going through the day, doing whatever it is i do...or don't do...oh, yesterday was the day i had to throw everyone in the car to run teen to class because i turned off my alarm and went back to sleep...ok, now i remember. anyway... i was kind of exhausted, a little weepy, whatever, yesterday. but by yesterday afternoon, i was kind of surprised by myself. see, i was finishing up reading graceling, which is a young adult fiction novel...says it's for fourteen year olds and up. my teen had already read it and i was reading it...i really liked it. but i kind of felt, at the time of finishing it, like maybe they could've been a little more sexual. (yeah, these are sixteen year old characters...but it's set in a land of seven kingdoms and crap like that, so it's not like i'm looking for real teens to be getting it on or something...) now, i loved the relationship between the main characters...and i was a little ashamed when i figured out that what i was wishing was that there was a little more kissing or something, i don't know. and then i watched lost with the dh and the kids...we're four discs into the first season...and i was feeling impatient for the people to start coupling up, hooking up, making some moves on each other. again...wishing for a little more action. so, i figured out when my spouse got close enough that i could smell his neck (we were washing dishes, maybe? really sexy stuff, you know) and it made me almost melt and explode at the same time...that perhaps i was ovulating. and yeah, i think so. i asked my friend jen this morning if she looks for sex in everything when she ovulates, and she says she looks for sex in everything all the time...but that it's definitely worse when the hormones are lined up along the side lines, cheering everything on. fun stuff, eh?

so yeah, i'm just writing about my hormones for a change...not teen's. maybe because i don't really want to hear about how often he's looking for sex in stuff, ok?

peace