why am i so tired?

it's not that i haven't been busy...i just haven't been super busy. the fact that i've gotten pretty drunk twice this week is probably wearing me down a bit... but i'm just feeling wiped out. like i've been running a race, hiking the mountain, and the end isn't necessarily in sight, but i just need to take a rest. hmmmm....

things are going well in my house. relationships seem to be mostly positive and feel good. i know it won't always stay this way, but i am determined to notice it consciously when it is this way.

the weather has sucked lately. and it's really starting to mess with my attitude. so much rain and it's so damned cold...i'm just so tired of it... we played in the rain at the park wednesday, and i think that's what we'll do again today just to get out of the damn house. and it sucks taking care of so many rabbits in muddy muck. i mean, they aren't outside, but to not have some fresh air and some sunshine to cheer you along in the mopping and sweeping...it's a drag.

but speaking of rabbits, the babies are really getting big...it's amazing. they've grown so much so quickly. they're not even two whole weeks old yet. it's been cool...

alright, time to start the day. find a rhythm... left foot... right foot.... breathe...
and some peace